by DUSTYBEAR

In the immortal words of Spock, "LIVE LONG & PROSPER," Mustafa. I've never known anyone quite like you and suspect I never will again. I wish all were well, but we both know it isn't so all I can do is hope and pray every day that you are all right. and that some day, you may realize what you threw away.

CH 17 - THE JOURNEY/MISSED FLIGHT-MISSED DEATH


This HAUNTS me. The picture at top is of an elderly shoemaker and his 12 yo apprentice.
A happy smiling brown eyes snapping kid with his whole life ahead of him.

The picture below is of the same place...AFTER the suicide bombing
that killed both of them. I find I can't talk about this scene
both before and after, without...feeling almost overwhelming sadness.

IT TRULY HAUNTS.


I mean. HOW MUCH more death, sadness?
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Mustafa wrote me:

"I missed my flight home. Never done that before. Good thing. If I had been on that earlier flight, I very well would have walked right into that place where the bomb went off."

I read this two days afterward. I had known he was going but came down sick the night before and wasn't online for two days. I had no idea what had happened, but even as sick as I was I kept feeling uneasy on top of feeling queasy. LOL.

When I did get back online, the accounts of the bombing were the first thing I read and I instantly freaked. Zaranj. 

"My God," I thought.
"That's where Mustafa is."

I frantically emailed him and he emailed me right back that he was ok. But...was he? Physically, yes...but emotionally?
I was sick with a bacterial virus, but now I was freaked out as well for I KNEW something was very wrong and Mustafa wasn't telling me what it was. Then he did.

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